I love you I always will but I need to tell you something. Everyone says to move on and get over you already. Thanks cause it isn't like I haven't tried that already. Well i did and that guy was sweet, cute,, and funny but I don't know how to explain it he just wasn't you. your the one I will always love and never wanted out of my life. You told me you love me too. You said i love you alot and never want you out of my life. Then one day you decided to drop the bomb and tell me you had a girlfriend, not cool I'd rather NOT know. So I guess all those times when you called me cute, played with my hair, ltold me you loved me, always hugged me, made me sit in your lap, and always held me you had a girlfriend and it meant ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO YOU!?!?!? Bull shit. You said you didn't mean to hurt me, well what were you expecting that you didnt MATTER to me. Well I got a wake up call today that it's time, time to finally time to leave. I have to go my own way and leave you behind as much as it kills me. I need to continue my life for ME and NOT YOU. I want to send this to you, I REALLY do but I just cant. I can't talk to you face-to-face that would be to heart breaking. I can't text you because that would look like I don't care and I obviously do. I can't call you because that would be awakward. The last resort was to send this but after I wrote it I just couldn't send it. I realized that I couldn't hurt you like this. I mean you have hurt me ALOT of times but I coulnd't hurt you like that. I know you love me just I guess not the same way i loved you. I have to leave but I just want to let you know that I am NOT coming back. you can come on your knee's and beg but still no. You had your chance and I waited for the LONGEST time but you realized that I was the good thing too late. So I will miss you and it kills me to move on but I will always remember you and love you. One thing to say to you my dear. You just lost the best part of your life.
